down and down
11:13 AM • Monday, December 21, 2009
Been down lately dunno why.I dunno who to trust my friends now. Sometimes i feel like none of my friends can be trusted or rely as in true friends. I'm not close to any of my poly friends. My bestie,hmm..she's not close to me anymore. Last time,used to talk on the phone for hours and hours.Now,seldom call..maybe she is happy with her new bestfriends in her school. Meet everyday,share problems to each other,have plans together.Whenever i feel like this,she will take it as a joke. Sometimes i felt like i am the extra person.What else can i say.Theres nothing that i can do. Now even my favourite food she can't remember. Ouh well..maybe God has set this path for me. Wednesday will be having pool party.Shall see what will happen. I kept trying to tell myself not to overthink of this but it seems it doesnt work.Maybe i should just let go of everything. I dont think she feels the same way as i do to make our friendship holds longer.I'm too tired to write any further. It will hurt me more. Goodnite...
FiqueDziahileva
